Betty, who has basically known me since I was born, is in her eighties. From the outside if I was to tell people that I was going to stay with an eighty year old women when I landed in the UK, they would probably wonder what the hell was going on there.

Relationships with women have become a memory to me, a thing of the past.  Sometimes I forget the past, hoping that I might meet a free bird like myself, that doesn’t mind what the other person does essentially, as long as they are a stand up human being and share foundational truths about life.

“Sometimes my body has gone into seizures.  I lose consciousness.  Witness all my life memories, before being dragged back into this life, unable to see, wondering where I am,…”

I went into my local irrigation supply store, Aquaflow, in Ojai the other day. While at the counter purchasing a few items another customer came in and asked one of the other employees.

“Do you sell Roundup?”